Don't even know what i really want anymore, sexually frustrated.

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Hello there.

Will try to keep it short but yea.

Anyway, male 28 here.

I am kinda sexually frustrated. 28 years old and my sexuall experiences re near 0, never kissed a girl, never oral, just soo much i ve lost virginity and thats it, it was even drukend night. I am introvert which means i have problems reaching out to people, specially girls. And every possible relationship ended up in tears. The girl i really liked and she was into me, at the end she "cheated" on me (cant say she did anything wrong, we were just a good friends, never a couple but we discussed and i ve lost my virginity to her and had sex another time with her), and one girl i ve really liked just blocked me despite being a good friend. I also dont go out like alot and danting appa in my country re pretty bad, not alot of girls are available. And watching few friend i ve got how are they happy in relationships and i dont have any1 is frustrating.

Ok enough of thaty i think you will get a picture. Now i kinda started considering to go and have sex with a male. For the record i fell i am straight but that lack of sexual and intimate fellingbis driving me nuts. And soo i ve created a profile on grindr and quite quickly get some options.

Soo yea now i am in huge dillema. On the one hand i fell i wanna do that. I wanna try with a dude who will care for me, will be good to me and guide me through. I also have some huge turn ons or fetishes i dont think i will find a gril for that (i love wearing stockings and bra and i love getting dildos inside my butt) and lots of guys will do that for me. Soo its really tempting offer. I will also give them clear line of what i am prepared to do and what i am not prepared to do bcs giving a blowjob and kissing with a dude is no go in my head.

But on the another hand i am straight. I kinda fell i wanting this just because i am sexually frustated. I dont find dudes attractive expect their dicks, thats hot for me. And i fell like i will be not disaapointed but huge rumours after i ve done that. And chances of getting caught is also something i dont wanna fully risk it, my parents would not forgive me to trying out with a dude.

Soo yea, i am bassically seeking for any advice, any good or bad thing it can happen, anything whic will help me out, anything i can use to help myself.

I can talk more and more but lets keep it like tjis for now, more info in comments.

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