I repulse at the sight of cum or anything too wet, but like the concept of it. Help?

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I'm a virgin. Well I had some semi sexual intimacy with same genders ( girls ) when I was a teenager and kissed boys. But that's all to it. I'm living in a very conservative place so they all believe no sex before marriage so I'm saving it even though its not my choice.

I've roleplayed online and wrote many drafts in twitter before. Safe to say I'm very kinky and my mind is always reeling sexual scenarios. Never a day I went without thinking about sex. I still don't know why.

However. There's one thing that grosses me out. As I watch porn and see someone sucking a man's dick and they drink up their cum ( I usually skip or quit the video ). The consistency of that cum makes me gag. The thought of drinking it. Even the white cream discharge in pussy. I don't know why. Is it something to do with my OCD or autism? Like high disgust factor and picky about texture? Because I even thought about the idea that if I'm a man, I'd like the idea of my partner drinking my cum or just cumming all over them. But I shudder to think how I'd manage that in future?

Am I simply overthrowing and exaggerating? Does anyone experienced this and grossed out? Or does it change my mind, grow on me? How does it even taste.. do you feel the texture?

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