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/u/lingeringrey
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hi Iβm kinda spiraling and kicking myself so bad rn. please read and lmk if Iβm crazy.
I was over at this guys house to fix something on his laptop and things escalated when we were both on the couch. Iβm 24f, a virgin who hasnβt held hands, first kiss, nothing. heβs 34m, experienced, and knew I had none. on the couch, he began cuddling me before slowly starting to grind on me. I pushed him away several times and told him to stop over and over but still moved my body with him ugh I know why did I do this?? things got further out of hand when he began to kiss me and I melted and started to really get into it.
I was telling him to pull my hair, reach a hand down and spank my kitty, just ugh so many embarrassing things that were spilling out of me without any control. it was like I lost my mind. I ended up giving him my first handjob and he came in minutes. he seemed pissed for some reason afterwards and got up to change his shirt. when he came back he told me I was lying about being a virgin and that he kinda lost interest in βgiving it up so earlyβ. this gutted me so bad. I had been saving my first hand holding, first kiss, etc for something special but lost it all in a moment of lacking self control. what did he even mean by this? any ideas?
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I was over at this guys house to fix something on his laptop and things escalated when we were both on the couch. Iβm 24f, a virgin who hasnβt held hands, first kiss, nothing. heβs 34m, experienced, and knew I had none. on the couch, he began cuddling me before slowly starting to grind on me. I pushed him away several times and told him to stop over and over but still moved my body with him ugh I know why did I do this?? things got further out of hand when he began to kiss me and I melted and started to really get into it.
I was telling him to pull my hair, reach a hand down and spank my kitty, just ugh so many embarrassing things that were spilling out of me without any control. it was like I lost my mind. I ended up giving him my first handjob and he came in minutes. he seemed pissed for some reason afterwards and got up to change his shirt. when he came back he told me I was lying about being a virgin and that he kinda lost interest in βgiving it up so earlyβ. this gutted me so bad. I had been saving my first hand holding, first kiss, etc for something special but lost it all in a moment of lacking self control. what did he even mean by this? any ideas?
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