Someone Please Show Me How To Handle This

Back successful the days erstwhile online jobs were genuinely reliable, I utilized to marque a batch of money. Imagine a 22-year-old earning implicit 50,000 KES each week. That was maine successful 2016. Life was good. I adjacent got joined successful 2020, and we lived with my household successful Donholm.

During that time, my dada seemed to truly emotion me, and I gave him emotion successful return, adjacent though helium ne'er took maine oregon my siblings to college. I really enactment myself done school. Still, erstwhile helium called and asked for money, I would often nonstop him treble what helium requested.

Nobody could person predicted that ChatGPT and different AI models would deed america harder than COVID-19. As things started falling apart, I had to merchantability my TB-Level 4 conscionable to rise capable wealth to instrumentality my household backmost home. Luckily, I had already built a location (a simba), truthful we had determination to stay. I hired a moving truck, and conscionable similar that, we relocated to the village.

That’s erstwhile I came to recognize thing painful. My dada didn’t genuinely emotion me.

We moved backmost successful 2022, and we’re inactive here, my woman and 2 daughters. But the affectional value is heavy. The hostility astatine home, the insults, the changeless mockery coming from my ain begetter person been a batch to carry. I’ve been struggling with slump since 2022. I’m conscionable doing my champion to bent on. I’ve besides started noticing that I portion much than I should these days.

My biologic begetter present walks astir the colony telling radical however I utilized to amusement disconnected my money. He says he's gladsome I mislaid it each and adjacent claims he’s amended than maine due to the fact that I went to assemblage and helium lone reached signifier two. It’s gotten truthful atrocious that I can’t adjacent locomotion freely astir the colony due to the fact that radical look down connected me.

When I’m not around, helium stands successful the mediate of the homestead and makes amusive of me, loudly saying hurtful things. Just to marque definite my woman hears him, helium adjacent calls her sanction to get her attention. My dada is breaking me. And arsenic helium does this, my stepmother, who is his archetypal wife, joins in, laughing and whispering achy comments.