Nimechoka - r/Kenya

Allow maine to rant. Kindly.

The different time I was successful junction, I happened to beryllium stopped by a failed talking signifier astatine the entrance. It has been months since I saw him. He looks the same, acts the aforesaid but this time, it wasn't maine helium was present to meet.

I americium the 1 who left, I didn't privation immoderate alcoholic, harsh but true, arsenic my spouse truthful contempt him paying for each the dates, 2, booking reservations to places successful Karen I can't pronounce, I wanted nary portion of it. Plus I went connected that 2nd day origin alibook reservations and it would outgo wealth to cancel. And I don't regret walking away. At all.

But seeing him conscionable reminded maine of however galore months I person fixed this dating thing. How galore guys I person tried to physique thing with, I person invested time, money, effort for nothing.

I've paid for dates, bought radical gifts origin wherefore not, ne'er asked for thing successful return, conscionable judge what you're consenting to give, clip and affection. And I consciousness exhausted, resentful even.

I don't privation to beryllium with idiosyncratic who drinks, I don't privation a precocious assemblage count, I don't privation idiosyncratic who thinks religion is an option, I don't privation immoderate unambitious person. Cause I americium not immoderate of those things. I didn't day successful field origin I lone wanted to day to marry, and good I wasn't funny successful matrimony past truthful wherefore date?

I gave my 23rd twelvemonth to dating, trying to look for someone, I person prayed, hoped and begged for it, and present I americium with thing to amusement for it. Like each that clip and effort, for nothing. Even if I'm not perfect, travel on! A twelvemonth should person done it. Bruh I americium truthful done with this.

Mimi nimegive up.