A regretful affair with my neighbour - r/Kenya

Never person I felt this overmuch guilt successful my life. I'm not usually 1 to speech to neighbours arsenic astir person a concern narration with my parents and truthful I play it cool. I beryllium unsocial and work oregon watch, partially due to the fact that watu hawataki kuinteract sana na mtoto wa 'mkubwa'.

A fewer weeks back, kuna this 1 neighbour I noticed huwa anani-eye sana. I played it disconnected astatine archetypal but nikaamua tu kusmile backmost and accidental hi. Now, helium lives with a woman and sijui if they're siblings oregon successful a come-we-stay, sasa nikaamua lemme conscionable debar to respect immoderate is going connected there.

A fewer days back, nilitoka kwends locomotion and helium followed maine extracurricular the gate, insisting anipee lift. He did and we exchanged numbers. After a fewer hours of talking, helium told maine helium wants to hug me. Being location unsocial for 2 days and precise lonely, I got drunk. He came to our location and we made out.

The pursuing day, helium timed maine leaving the location and again followed me, insisting kunipea ride. I refused but helium insisted, saying however helium enjoyed giving maine a assistance the erstwhile day.

I consciousness guilty, archetypal for making retired successful my parent's location and secondly, for making retired with idiosyncratic who mightiness beryllium married. For context, I'm 22 and he's seemingly successful his precocious 30s oregon aboriginal 40s.

I cannot debar him arsenic helium is my neighbour, and I consciousness alikuanga amenipangia sana. In my drunkeness helium recovered an accidental but present I consciousness similar if I don't wholly debar him and halt immoderate is happening, it volition go a afloat blown affair. What bash I do?